Thursday, March 24, 2011

i hate dis day!!

today im working at 4pm..
but then i have to wake up at 10am.
know why?coz i have a lot thing to do..
n yg pling best..
smuanye mnyakitkn ati..!!
mle2 sy call kmenterian peperiksaan Malaysia,konon nk tnye psal MUET.
tp hampeh!!xde org angkat.
then i call Uitm shah alam..
knon nk tny psal transkrip diploma..
pn hampeh!!!no one pick up d phone!!
then sy kol uitm dungun..
huisshh!!hulu2 dungun pn,laju je diorg angkt phone.
mmg best!!salute!!!
sudahnye sy xdpt nk wt anythng about my further stdy..
sy pn pegi r alam sentral..
beli ink jet utk printer yg bos sy pesan..
n sy brjye psang ink tu wt prtme kalinye dlm hdup sy psang ink printer.hahaha..
tu je kot satu2nye bnda yg brjye sy wt ari ni dgn bgos..
so..i hate dis day!!
cam gamp!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

always be my baby


Lyrics David Cook lyrics - Always Be My Baby lyrics

i dont know what the....

sy pure2 tenang..
mcm xde pe yg hilang dlm hdup sy..
g kje...blk kje...
tdo...
i pretend like evrythng is fine.
but HELL NO!!
ati sy stil sakit..
hncur retak..n i dun know what to do.
yup!!
sy CUBA utk tdak mnghubungi beliau..
CUBA utk tidak mganggu kbhagiaan beliau..
dan CUBA utk tdak mmkirkan beliau..
step by step n finally im falled!!
sy tau..
sy xptut cmni..
life must go on..
but i still cannot go on without u..
u r part of my life..
please..
i need strenght..
if true dat i'll lost u 4ever..
gve me a sign..
p/s : i didnt wrote dis 4 u or ur bf to read..
its all about me..

Monday, March 21, 2011

today...

smlm sy sgt2 bertekad utk lpekn dia.
yup!!i have to..
u r too much babe..
so,i have to go on..
if true u bhagia,go on...
i xkn kcau u...
im totally gving up..
smoga u bhagia dgn dia..
n if oneday she hurt u...
juz rmember d way u hurt me now..
n today..
sy msg kwn sy..
sgt2 down tme tu.siyes!!i need my fren..
then we msg..
she said "bear, ak rase ni pluang ko nk lpekn *&^%$..dia da ade hdup dia.baek ko cncentrate kt hdup br ko.BERUBAH BEAR..ak sbnrnye xske hdup ko cmtu..Allah xske.blaa...bla...blaa..ak tau ko bleh lpekn *^$&$."
n time tu..
air mate sy mcm ...tuhan je yg tau.sgt2 hncur.but i hve to be strong..
thanx to u fren..
then i keep singing alyah song..
"tak mungkin kerana syg,cuma kdg kala ak terkenang"

siyesly im still sad..
n sory..sy xkn tkar gmbr sy.
that my memories wit her..
n my most fav pic..
n last nigth...
im still dream of u..
ni kot hkmah npe sy xsmbung stdy..
now i get..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

one day..

ade satu haritu...
sy jmpe dgn dia..sgt2 rndukan dia saat tu.then i bring her to smewhere..
air mate sy rs nk tumpah sgt spnjang prjalanan tu..sumpah sy tahan..
then,smpai satu tahap..i cried like a baby!!!sdih sgt time tu.sgt2 sad,terluke,hancur hati..(xtrgambar kata2)..
she said to me.."i xleh nk wt ape2..klu u nk,u kne trme dia.leh ke?"
of coz DAMN NO!!!
npe mst sy kne trme dia??n u know what?
u pny ayat sbijik cm BEKAS AWEK dia dulu.(klu btul2 ex r kn)
im speechless..
npe u xtau yg i sntse sygkn u?
npe u xtrme ble i nk dkat u?
npe u xtau yg i pn suffer during we not cntact each other??y?y?Y?Y?
n d most worst is...
npe mst u dgr smua cte2 lame i dr dia??
esp abot dis blog..
sgt2 pelik dat time..
nmpk sgt dia dptkn u dgn cre kotor..
"lu pny cara mmg xcntik bro,btw..its ok..i'll watch ur game"
hmmm...
until now...
i akan tggu u..
i dont care..
but no worries..
i xkn gne care kotor..
IF U LOVE SOMEONE..JUST LET HER GO...
IF SHE BACK,SHE YOURS FOREVER..
n i'll hold dis word..
coz my love 4 u is 4ever..
for my dear nur anis balqis...
yup!!im still crazy of u..

Monday, March 7, 2011

regret...

people always say dat "hargailah apa yg kamo miliki,sbb kalau ia pergi,mngkin ia xkn kmbali".yup!!now i know its true!!i lost smeone dat i really love.smeone dat love me so much but im BLIND!!!TOTally BLIND..until i lost her in my life.

praktikal dan kesibukan kerja wt bear abaikan dia wlupn hakikatnye dia sntse tnggu bear."Suatu ketika dahulu".ntah r...but now..ssh kn klu kte da lukekan ati smeone??sy tau..blog ni pn prnah wt dia trluke,prnh wt dia mnyampah gler.tp blog ni pn sy harap dia akan bace..

Dear NOr Anis BAlqis..
u know dat a person i mean is u!!
i syg u sgt2...i nk kmbali kt u cm dulu..
plez...bg i ruang n peluang..
i xkn sia2kn u...
 

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