today...

smlm sy sgt2 bertekad utk lpekn dia.

yup!!i have to..

u r too much babe..

so,i have to go on..

if true u bhagia,go on...

i xkn kcau u...

im totally gving up..

smoga u bhagia dgn dia..

n if oneday she hurt u...

juz rmember d way u hurt me now..

n today..

sy msg kwn sy..

sgt2 down tme tu.siyes!!i need my fren..

then we msg..

she said "bear, ak rase ni pluang ko nk lpekn *&^%$..dia da ade hdup dia.baek ko cncentrate kt hdup br ko.BERUBAH BEAR..ak sbnrnye xske hdup ko cmtu..Allah xske.blaa...bla...blaa..ak tau ko bleh lpekn *^$&$."

n time tu..

air mate sy mcm ...tuhan je yg tau.sgt2 hncur.but i hve to be strong..

thanx to u fren..

then i keep singing alyah song..

"tak mungkin kerana syg,cuma kdg kala ak terkenang"

siyesly im still sad..

n sory..sy xkn tkar gmbr sy.

that my memories wit her..

n my most fav pic..

n last nigth...

im still dream of u..

ni kot hkmah npe sy xsmbung stdy..

now i get..

one day..

ade satu haritu...

sy jmpe dgn dia..sgt2 rndukan dia saat tu.then i bring her to smewhere..

air mate sy rs nk tumpah sgt spnjang prjalanan tu..sumpah sy tahan..

then,smpai satu tahap..i cried like a baby!!!sdih sgt time tu.sgt2 sad,terluke,hancur hati..(xtrgambar kata2)..

she said to me.."i xleh nk wt ape2..klu u nk,u kne trme dia.leh ke?"

of coz DAMN NO!!!

npe mst sy kne trme dia??n u know what?

u pny ayat sbijik cm BEKAS AWEK dia dulu.(klu btul2 ex r kn)

im speechless..

npe u xtau yg i sntse sygkn u?

npe u xtrme ble i nk dkat u?

npe u xtau yg i pn suffer during we not cntact each other??y?y?Y?Y?

n d most worst is...

npe mst u dgr smua cte2 lame i dr dia??

esp abot dis blog..

sgt2 pelik dat time..

nmpk sgt dia dptkn u dgn cre kotor..

"lu pny cara mmg xcntik bro,btw..its ok..i'll watch ur game"

hmmm...

until now...

i akan tggu u..

i dont care..

but no worries..

i xkn gne care kotor..

IF U LOVE SOMEONE..JUST LET HER GO...

IF SHE BACK,SHE YOURS FOREVER..

n i'll hold dis word..

coz my love 4 u is 4ever..

for my dear nur anis balqis...

yup!!im still crazy of u..

regret...

people always say dat "hargailah apa yg kamo miliki,sbb kalau ia pergi,mngkin ia xkn kmbali".yup!!now i know its true!!i lost smeone dat i really love.smeone dat love me so much but im BLIND!!!TOTally BLIND..until i lost her in my life.

praktikal dan kesibukan kerja wt bear abaikan dia wlupn hakikatnye dia sntse tnggu bear."Suatu ketika dahulu".ntah r...but now..ssh kn klu kte da lukekan ati smeone??sy tau..blog ni pn prnah wt dia trluke,prnh wt dia mnyampah gler.tp blog ni pn sy harap dia akan bace..

Dear NOr Anis BAlqis..
u know dat a person i mean is u!!
i syg u sgt2...i nk kmbali kt u cm dulu..
plez...bg i ruang n peluang..
i xkn sia2kn u...

kembali pulang..

GOLLL!!!!hahaha..tb2 lak..da nk brakhir pn dmam FIFA 2010 ni.xrse pape pn..sbb bkn de psukan Malaysia pn yg maen.hehehe..

kmbali pd tajuk kembali pulang..lme da kn bear x update blog.ntah2 da ade org pk bear da xde.huhu..hdup lg.alhamdulillah masih d beri ksempatan olehNya utk bernafas d mke bumiNya..

so far bear tgh membusykan diri dgn dunia practikal.wah..da nk abez blaja.(yahoooo!!)tp kne pastikan dulu prac ni btul2 tip top br leh bersorak gumbira.hehe..

Alam belajar
- ngadap bku..
-g kelas..
- jwb test,quiz,exam...
- kne lecture..
- kwn2 rmai..

Alam practikal
- g kje seawal 5.30 pg..
- bw bdn n otak je
- no more book except log book.huhu..
- kne torture dgn staf..

hmm..stakat ni best gak r prac.sy ske..tp yg xske nye sbb ramai sgt prac kt tmpat yg sme.prsaingan sgt hbat utk mnentukan juara.cewah...kne lak klu spervisor tu bias.adoii..mmg sakit hati gler.tp as a trainee kne r tnjuk profesionalisme kn??xgne klu blaja brtahun2 tp nk emo xtntu psal..

byk yg bear nk tulis sbnrnye..tp mcm x tercurah lak idea dr kpale ni.btw,bear tgh on9 kt mcD sekyen 7 seorg diri slpas mlarikan diri dr tmpt kje.heheh..mlas lak nk srabot dlm tmpt kje yg tgh brabot arini.hm..k r..nt kte smbung lg berBlog.yg penting,sy akan cbe mngembalikan diri sy d dunia blog ni.sekian...